October is ending soon, only about a week left…my birthday in a few days…Halloween around the corner and I feel discontent about some things.
Honestly, I don’t know what to write, I’m just writing. I want to be heard and answered, but only silence rears its head in my direction. I feel lost, confused, and ignored. Worst of all, my inferiority complex is flaring up again like an acne infection. I don’t know what to do and it’s too early in the morning for this (approx. 3 AM) and I’m stressed.
Perhaps, sleep will help? I’m not sure. Somehow, as I listen to the video in front of me, I feel even more small, more inferior, and more lost on a mental level.
That’s okay, that’s okay…you are okay, but am I okay?
I need some sleep…everything will be fine when I wake up…hopefully.