“When I’m dead,
Everyone will say that I was beautiful
That I was special;
And that they loved me
But now that I’m alive,
Everyone says that I am ugly;
That I’m just like everyone else;
And no one really shows that they love me
So maybe I ‘m better off dead;
I didn’t come up with this quote, but I identify with it to some extent. Although, I doubt I will be beautiful in death just like how I know I’m ugly in life. I’m not like everyone else because I don’t feel human. I feel alien and outcasted. Being alive is definitely more tiring than being dead since the commonly held belief is that you enter an eternal slumber.
This quote served as the inspiration to one of my poem’s, The Little Alien. Please check it out if you have time.